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Origami change

i'm paralyzed

from head to toe

every bone in my body

aches

give me a

currency

to lubricate my

limbs

pick the locks

of the chains

on my wrists

with origami change

with none

i'm a mute

i'm numb

with some

i'm a slave

to this world

but i'm free

from my penniless thoughts

VOLCANO

an inner tremble

a volcano

waiting to erupt

on the outside

no physical sign

not a flinch

just a silent

jitter

shaking my heart

is it fear?

this

that makes me grit my teeth

dont let yourself

wither away

i whisper

over and over

dont let that

dog come crawling

back

.

DOGGY

oh that black dog

its growls

bares its teeth

please doggy

please give me back

me

ive lost me

and I cant seem to find her

oh that black dog

its holds on tighter

I begin to cry

but this dog doesnt care

its rattles my inner core

i'm exhausted

i just want to sleep for always

but this dog wants me alive

he wants me to breathe

every painful breath

its breeds on my sobs of sorrow

trying to cling on to

every sign of emotion

he is relentless

without my soul

he will guard my living carcass

.

Psychiatric Clinic.. STRAIGHT AND NARROW

trapped

in worn out shoes

walking the halls

to the silent

beat of bravery

the sickening smell

of potato mush

forced down

to the desperate hunger

of the sad tired body

an army

with nicotine stained teeth

mothers and sons

fathers and daughters¨

physically drained

mentally faithful

ready for battle

whats on tv

she asks

i dont know

mindless babble

to an audienceh

who in desperation

try and focus

it might seem unnecessary

but a necessity it is

I might be crazy

I might be sane

who knows

lets put normal in a straight- jacket

I have a brain

a beating heart

I need my medication

and a tiny ray of hope

.

Taking the bus.. SMOKE

In through the mouth

Sweet morning coffee

Begs for it

Your body cringes

At the sight

Your minds

Weakness

To send you soul on a whirl

And oh the last drag

Moulds your heart

For your final

Indulgence

Of this guilty pleasure

.

A year in ABERDEEN...

Epitemy of crazy

Beat the drum

To the kozmic tune

Whilst you stroll the halls

Of the castle of my mind

Walk up the walls

Hum the blues

Run down the stairs

Dive through the tiny window

Take each step

Two by two

Finger the strings

Leave the door

On the roof open
So that when he finds
The reason to dance
You'll sway with them
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